How my life rocks!

Lately I've been thinking,
how my life rocks!

Waking up late daily,
as every kid might wish;
staying up till morning
like an insomniac freak!
Not bothered by what others say
as no one's there to care.
Oh hell, I said it right
life is all right here!

Sitcoms and some movie buzz
that's my home sweet home.
Laughing at or crying for
some fictional moron.
Watching what could be lived
through the window or on screen.
God, could life be better?
At least I don't think.

Friends are not so friendly!
Nothing big to sweat.
Online hunt is always on,
real life can wait.
Feel of love is easier-
indie rock on ears.
Oh life, I love you so much now;
don't you disappear.

Still undeniable fact,
sometimes I feel tired;
credit cards are made for what else?
Get whatever's desired.
So why the hell I'm moaning!
I guess I'm just being greedy,
life is smooth as chocolate
It's me who's too much needy.

So lately I've been feeling
my life does really rock!

Unfold!

How do you see her?

Do you see an innocent face
with a smile? Or is it
the devil inside?
Can you go past
and feel that silly, stupid girl?

You are not the only one.
They do, they laugh,
they work it out
for desperate times.

And then those sleepless nights
cursed by extra caffeine.
Or the piled up work
to be unloaded for a blissful flight.
Or a long call from a longer distance
to open up and let go
the morning following.

So what do you see now?

You and Me

You are easy, you are daring,
you are everything I yearn.
I am shy and confused,
brimmed with concern.

You walk tall through the crowd
and mingle with a smile.
I stand far and keep watching
till I know that I'll be fine.

I watch you growing perfect,
I feel I want to be such
and every time I stumble,
my heart will sink in deeper.

I love you,loathe you, want you
My victory,joy all lie there.
I know I'm just being stupid
But is love ever unfare?

Now I want you more than ever
I sleep with you in dreams
and kiss you like a sickness
flowing through my veins.

So I skip my pride and confess
It doesn't take much effort;
It feels like it's all written
and we belong to each other;

I start to know you slowly,
read the lines in your eyes;
I dig in for what's hidden
or what all made me surprized;

More I explore, more I find
your innocence and childishness
what's kept like a secret
underneath your robust face!

Delicate and so simple,
your heart keeps me in pressure
the dream now gets broken
I see you're nothing special;

Doubt starts to grow in
soon it turns to hatred
I can't stand you no more
please leave me before you regret;

But you love me like a sick kid
won't leave me for no reason;
I beg you, threat you, chase you
but you don't want to move on;

I break you till you bend;
then i kiss you your last goodbye;
Although it's all over
you might take some more time;

I am back on where I started
a feet more from the crowd;
But you don't look the same now
You make no one proud.

Deprived from the pleasure
you're broken, weak and sore;
What you want and can do
you don't know anymore!

I look at you in pity
and disgust for myself;
Feel like I'm a poison
should be kept away from all men;

And here I am; here you are!
Setting examples...
I know you hate me, so do I;
but know, you're no better yourself;