Perpetuate

The picture flipped again,
another one.
Still couldn't fit in anywhere.

So I am standing here alone today...

You offered me a cup of tea,
I asked for your hand;
You took me for a walk.
Now I am lying here alone tonight,
expecting a stroke on my hair
from your caring hands...

You might wanna go for another walk.
But what then?
I am still alone.

The picture kept flipping through.
Flip, flip flop!

I just tried something new. At least I thought I did so. :-P

It's quiet now

In the silence of darkness
I am breathing into you tonight.
Each of my heartbeat
reflects as the sound of yours.
And I am uncertain of the certainty you are willing to offer.
It’s safe in here, in your arms.
It’s like being with myself, only not alone.
It’s a promise of being forever.
And I am drooling over all ‘what if’s,
I never got a chance to discover.

I wonder if I’m wrong
and then if I’m wrong to be wrong.
Isn’t it what I wanted so far?
Isn’t it what a girl dream of?
Then why does it feel so empty tonight,
to be with you, right here, right now?

Certainty was all I asked for,
so I thought.
Now I ask,
if this is what I ever longed for?

This is kind of a counter-part/continuation of the last poem I posted here.