It's quiet now

In the silence of darkness
I am breathing into you tonight.
Each of my heartbeat
reflects as the sound of yours.
And I am uncertain of the certainty you are willing to offer.
It’s safe in here, in your arms.
It’s like being with myself, only not alone.
It’s a promise of being forever.
And I am drooling over all ‘what if’s,
I never got a chance to discover.

I wonder if I’m wrong
and then if I’m wrong to be wrong.
Isn’t it what I wanted so far?
Isn’t it what a girl dream of?
Then why does it feel so empty tonight,
to be with you, right here, right now?

Certainty was all I asked for,
so I thought.
Now I ask,
if this is what I ever longed for?

This is kind of a counter-part/continuation of the last poem I posted here.